Disappointment

I wish I could go back where I belongs...
I want to stop everything now...
I just want to sit down there, looking at the sky and think nothing....
I'm exhausted now...
I'm trying to run away from reality but this is not possible...
I'm so disappointed in myself....

I want to go home...
I feel so lonely here...
Don't ask me why...
I just want to be quiet from now on...
I just want to be silent...
I need rest but I can't

Please Recover

Sick Sick Sick.
Last Sunday, I had high fever. At first, I thought because of the weather. So I went back to sleep. After 1-2 hours, my whole body start burning. I took my temperature and it was 38.9. So high. I drank tons of water and went back to sleep. The temperature never drop. I told my boss that I on mc today. Then she replied in the call,"Haiyo, Why now then tell me you sick? Yesterday you didn't feel normal you should tell me ah. Like this how I arrange the time. Haiyo!"
Umm...who know when I will fall sick? Yesterday I was doing fine.
At night, my temperature dropped.
I went to school next day. My temperature only 37.8 but in the evening, I started to sneeze. I really sick. I hate running nose. Until now, I still having running nose. Wasting resources again. Please recover. I need to study for upcoming tests. T__T

REST

I need rest

I need rest

I need rest

I need rest

I need rest

Happy Mother's day

I love my mom a lot. She is still the same. Whenever she is watching a drama, she will tone till next morning and spoil everything the next day. So end up I don't need to watch. She can win the best story teller awards. I'm saving my times from spending days to finish one series. I just listened everything from her.
She is always the best listener when I need one. She is the only one who can understand what kind of problems I having. Sometimes she also will give comments. I wish you will always be by my side. Whenever I'm feeling down, you can advice me. Mom, I love you so much.
I love my grandma too. Hope she can get well soon. I miss her a lot. She takes care of me since I was born. I love her a lot.
Happy Mother's Day. <3

happy 18th bday

Goodbye 17. Hello 18. Now I'm 18 years old. New year new challenge new start. =D
Today I really enjoy my day. Millions of thanks to my classmate for giving me this surprise. I really like it a lot. Especially an album which includes all my memories with you all. Love all of you.
Thanks to Liting, Peis, Mei, Shyan, Leslyn, Ruilin, Mich, PeiShan, Eileen, Elearnor, Yamunah, Kalavani, Ah hui, Sin Cheong, Qing Xiang, LY, Galex, Karthis, Zhi Xiong, SK. Thank you so much. Thank you.
I also want to thanks Vicky, Ting ting, Thiri, Desmond, Desheng, Jaslyn, Faiz, SS, JiaYing too. Thank you.
Thank you to all my friends in Brunei. Love. I miss you all so much.
LeeLee and I went to Bishan and she caught a pink stitch for me from the UFO catcher. Thank you. =D Thank you. Love
Thank you to the arcade crew too for helping us to catch. =DDD
I enjoy a lot today. Thank you everybody. Love.

Dad, I miss you

I received a message from my dad. The moment I saw his message. I cried. Even now I'm still crying. Really can't control and my chest is like something pushing on me. T_T
I miss him a lot. I miss my family a lot. This is my second year having my birthday in Singapore.
Thanks to Kokzz and Ten Fang.
Thanks to Desmond
Thanks to Peis
Thanks to Raven
Thanks to Liting
Thanks to Ting Ting
Thanks to Erwin - LOL He want to smash cake, flour and egg on me.

What should I do

What should i do? What should i do?
I don't know what to do. Time!!! I had tried my best to do. No matter how hard I struggle with it. It turned out in a mess. Sometimes I feel like giving up but I can't. Giving up won't settle everything. No matter what. I will try my best to do it. If i did something wrong, just voiced out and tell me. I will learn from it. Don't ever judge me with no reasons. Did you ever think that what if you only have few more hours left? What are you going to do? Spend more times with your loves one. Appreciate everyone around you. You might not have the chance next times.

HATE

HATE:
1)Smokers
2)Those people who only want dirty stuffs, especially those irritating people
It is not fun at all, please respect...

Holiday Mood

24 May
Happy Birthday to Shyan and Eleanor. Peis, Ruilin, Liting and I were planning to give Shyan a suprise but ended up surprise by her. We all celebrated Shyan' birthday at Block M Lv 4. We had our lesson after that. I like my tutor. She looks like one of my secondary teacher. The way she explain is so clear and even in every single details. Same as Mr.Bala. =D
We had JMD meeting. Thanks a lot for giving me this comments. I will try my best to control myself and know when is the right time to play. Sorry. I'm just so playful.
When I was small, I'm so naughty and playful. Since when I reached secondary, I become so quiet until my friends thought that I'm weird. Actually is I seldom speak out, just want to be quiet. If you know me more or close to me, you will think that I'm so playful. HAHA.
At night, super funny. LeeLee and I kept asking each other to go out have supper. Ok! Is I started first.
Me: Want to go out eat?
LeeLee: eat what?
Me: Ummm...
I went bath. When I came out from the bathroom.
LeeLee: you really want to go out eat?
Me: umm....*just sat down and on my lappy*
LeeLee: I feel like going out eat
Me: *Smile and continued playing my games*
LeeLee: Macdonald have salad or not? Haha
*Few minutes later*
Me: Do you want McWings???
In the end, both of us went to Macdonald. It was 1:15am. I don't feel sleepy at all. Still in holiday mood I guess. =DDD

ChinChin is Happy

Yesterday working hours so busy. It was a good thing for me. Busy day, time flies really fast. I hope everyday so busy during works. So that, I won't be so bored till I fall asleep. This week I skipped JMD. I want to dance. Hope next week my work schedule will be better.
Happy birthday to Liting. Next week must go out and celebrate. Kinda miss Peis and the others. So excited for next month. My dad is coming here again. Yippee!!